Tuesday, October 31, 2006
OKAY.
finally blogger is back in action.
awhile ago it doesnt let us publish our blogging.
OKAY.
went to school ytd.
lene was late so i couldnt do my developing.
zzz.
oh ya.
so dumb.
moses and limjian bought small water guns from toys r us.
OMG.
started squirting me the moment they walked in.
Zzzz.
wet.
wanted to get my revenge.
filled a small tray with some water.
and THREW them at moses.
okay bad move.
lol.
moses took COLD water from the dark room's fridge and splashed them on me.
i was half drenched.
WITH COLD WATER.
lol.
ass.
haha. but the water gun was so fun please.
lol.
went for lunch with the guys and sheena.
then met
abby, justin, xinyi, hao ren, and 3 of justin's friends.
for movie,
Dead or Alive.
action's not bad.
but the plot. abit not so nice.
yea.
but i enjoyed the movie la.
ahaha.
okay.
me, xinyi, hao ren went down to Ps.
xinyi bought her crispy chicken.
and i got my mocha frappucino!!
shiok-ness.
been craving for them since 2 days ago.
hahah!
met aaron.
went for pool at meridian.
uhh.
okay.
aaron paid.
HAHA.
his rule of "girls shouldn't pay"
=) nice.
uhh.
yea.
went for dinner at ps's long john.
hmm.
hao ren went home.
studying for As.
hahaha.
okay.
aaron went for his mahjong session after that.
and me and xinyi went to walk around cine and heeren.
and i told mrt to sengkang with xinyi.
and took bus 27 back to tamps.
oh well.
i've come to a conclusion anyway.
AHAHA.
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today.
1st day of a new block.
cum Halloween.
SO FUN PLEASE.
i badly wanted to dress up.
jeremy says, " grow up!"
BLEAH.
halloween is fun lor.
lol.
next yr!!
i SWEAR.
lol.
okay.
today's class only until 5pm,
was rather tired.
sleepy.
zz.
went home at 7plus.
went to the toilet.
*details have to removed*
and my phone got flushed away.
WTF.
yes!
shit.
omg.
my phone!
i screamed.
my mom, sis all came into the toilet.
"OMFG. MY PHONE GOT FLUSHED AWAY"
yea reminded me of that new movie coming.
my elder sis said, "i dont know whether to laugh, or pity you"
WTF.
why this kinda IMPOSSIBLE things always happen to meeeee?
sis, "this kinda things only happen to like 1 in a million ppl lor"
me, "FUCK YOU, i AM that ONE in a million"
okay i was damn pissed so pardon my language.
i mean SERIOUSLY.
wtf.
if its just dropping the phone in.
okay.
a few people get that.
BUT FLUSHED AWAY.
knn.
my flip phone small enough.
okay.
here's the gross part.
i used an old hanger and got my phone out.
actually i think its pretty clean.
considering it only dropped in after everything was flushed away.
and my bad habit of flushing twice.
KNN.
i'm flushing only ONCE from now onwards.
okay.
maybe i'll count to 5 before i flush again.
JUST IN CASE.
knn.
advice to you people.
do not put your phone in your pocket when you are in the toilet.
better yet, dont bring it in.
dont ask me how i dropped it in.
i dont know myself.
like i said,
its like IMPOSSIBLE.
but yet i'm the ONE in a million who made it possible.
ZZ.
yea how coool.
FUCK.
so now i'm using the sony one,
=(
i missed my flip phone alr.
so sad.
me_________`e-leen *
7:54 PM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
wooohoo.
okay.
last block of BAPHO. [ basic photography]
so depressing.
i love bapho can.
=(
gonna miss the dark room and everything.
nyaha.
went to school today. omg.
yes.
sat.
school.
wahas.
did some prints
zzz.
some turned out weird.
oh well.
going back on mon to do it again.
ha.
stayed in dark room until like 9pm.
from 1pm to 9pm.
woooh.
SATURDAY.
crap.
like no life sia.
LOL.
but dark room super fun can!!!
wahahas.
went opposite for dinner.
then saw henry, stephen, april, fang at the bus stop.
nyah.
okay.
so tired.
new module starting next week.
dumb timing again.
3-6pm
urgh.
lol.
most likely go find the pid guys after class to CS.
LOL.
yea.
me_________`e-leen *
12:16 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
lalala.
selamat hari raya.
LOL.
uhh okay.
met abby and justin at 3 plus.
made our way to ps.
waited for xinyi.
she made us wear heels.
zzz.
walked around ps until like, 7.
then met the guys.
uhh.
jonas, wilson, edwin, zhi hao.
ya.
walked to mindcafe.
cool place.
HAHA.
so fun please.
the 4 guys went to play pool/arcade la.
-.-
no life.
HAHA.
we played Taboo.
such fun!!
lol.
super funny.
then aaron and wei ren came.
HAHA.
played abit too.
super fun please.
left at about 10pm.
HAHA.
my feet have blisters
=(
the heels hurt.
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you have no right to comment on me.
i can CHOOSE whether i wanna go down or not.
why do you CARE?
dont give me shit about i can go home around evening time.
DONT BE STUPID.
my class ends at SIX PM.
ITS SIX YOU SUCKER.
say all you want.
i dont really care.
i wont affect me.
AND.
please READ carefully.
when i said i go out.
READ.
what i do.
i bring CAMERA EVERYWHERE.
to take pictures for my assignment.
use your BRAIN.
even if i AM going out,
so WHAT?
tooo bad.
i prefer my life now.
than that time.
when i had NO LIFE.
and my parents weren't happy with it.
whats the point?
i listen to my mom's advice alot.
and i did.
so.
STFU.
bye.
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i'm still confused.
oh no.
me_________`e-leen *
11:47 PM
booo.
went school today.
developed my film.
lalala.
turned out quite okay.
=)
so happy
haha.
okay.
went plaza sing to eat.
with cheryl, jeremy, shaun.
then went to esplanade to take pics.
haha so funny.
was like sneaking around in the library.
woots.
went to marina square for jeremy to take HIS pics.
hahaha.
jia jia working.
so went to visit her.
ended up buy a pair of shorts.
=x.
but quite nice!!
plus she can get staff discount for me.
so after dist, its like only $20!!
so cheap right!!
die.
i keep this on.
i'll go broke.
i AM already broke.
shit.
zz.
okay.
went to citylink area.
the stairs outside city hall mrt station.
sat there and chill.
wahahas.
talked and crapped.
ahaha.
until like 10.30pm.
then we made our way home.
hoho.
alright.
saw huan on the mrt when i was getting off at tamps.
super long never see him already la.
hahaha.
he sent me home.
=)
ya.
going sentosa tmr.
hooots.
me_________`e-leen *
12:01 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
chorus:
i wish upon a star
wanna be right where you are.
you set my world fire.
babe, i've got a crush on you.
i wish upon a star.
cant you see how right we are.
we should be together.
babe, i've got a crush on you.
i used to turn around and walk away.
never stopped to play.
cause there was no attraction.
but in my heart you start to grow on me.
kind of suddenly.
so now i've changed direction.
knowing it might seems strange.
love came over me.
feeling the luck has changed.
do you want me like i want you?[chorus]
in this cold world, where dreams are few.
baby,
i want youis it too much to ask for?
i'll take you to places you've never been.
if you just give in.
so babe, its now or never.
knowing it might seems strange.
love came over me.
feeling the luck has changed.
do you want me like i want you?[chorus]
me and you, you and me,
living a life in harmony.
its magic (magic)
babe i've got a crush on you.
so if you feel the way i do,
would you fancy to,
to take a ride beside me?
i wish upon a star
wanna be
right where you are.you set my world fire.
babe,
i've got a crush on you.i wish upon a star.
cant you see how right we are.
we should be together.
babe, i've got a crush on you.- crush on you.
by: *tata young.
MY song.
me_________`e-leen *
1:23 PM
yoohoo.
uhh.
okay.
went to kallang today.
somewhere near gerald's house.
ehh.
played pool.
abby, justin, joele, mk, gerald, jeremy and one of their friend.
yea.
quite fun.
but i think we were all more engrossed in some show that they were playing there.
LOL.
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gosh.i'm trying SO hard.trying to NOT think.but i still do.i'll try harder maybe.
me_________`e-leen *
12:44 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006
BOO.
yay i'm in school.
too bored to stay at home.
HA.
plus i can get allowance if i come school.
hur.
i dont get money if i'm going out what.
yay.
so bored.
bahh.
wahaha.
i dont know what to blog leh.
too many people here.
lol
not safe to blog.
HA.
hoho.
i need to take another 3 rolls of film.
good game.
the guys supposed to teach me how to play CS.
haha!!!
lalala.
so bored.
blogging cause i have nothing to dooooo.
ahaha.
feeling kinda...
outside happy,
inside emo.
HA.
dont ask me how.
i just do.
my heart has this sour sour feeling la.
urgh.
saddening.
I will always be that girl, wanting but never having.
I will always be that girl, seeing but never feeling.
I will always be that girl, who doesn't know the difference between dreams and reality.
I guess you can say,
I will always be that girl, waiting.**credits to xinyi for the above quote. kinda true.
me_________`e-leen *
2:39 PM
after class.
went town.
with cheryl, josh, moses, lene, jeremy, sheena, limjian, kenneth, eugene.
only moses and josh got to take pics la.
think the rest of us didnt have the chance.
urgh.
die.
3 more rolls.
dont know can make it not.
but we had fun la.
lene went off as soon as we reached orchard
-.-
went to cine.
walked around.
uhh.
went for dinner at long john's.
then pooling at k-pool at cine.
haha,
quite fun.
hmm yup.
on the way home.
walking towards somerset mrt,
jeremy and sheena's sis, yvette, got birdshit.
lol.
poor things.
imagine how gross la.
hahaha.
yup.
basically quite a fun day.
although we were supposed to take pics.
but only moses and josh took.
*groans*
die.
lol.
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she's sad.he still cant forget his HER.and she's helping himeither to get HER back,or forget HER and get another good girl.either way.there's no SHE in the picture.she knows that.but she's still helping him.to let go and back into the reality.she cant bear to see him so sad.she'll rather him be happy.even if it means there's another girl.she knows.in his heart,there's no SHE.and she will never BE there.in his heart.she ponders,if she should just give up.but then,she decided,to just love him silently.and help him get his happiness.while she's in total darkness.maybe its best for both, she thinks.just maybe.she knows,there will never be a picture of them.yet she's helping him to paint a picture,of him, and another HER.she cries silently.but just wishes, for him to be happy.and smile like he used to.is this what she wants,she thinks.for him to be happy.while she's suffering sadly.she dont know.she dont know what to do.and whats right anymore.she just dont.all she knows now,is for him to be happy.she knows her heart is broken.but he dont.and maybe he never will know.that this girl somewhere,helping him get his happiness.this girl who loves him secretly.secretly yet deeply.
me_________`e-leen *
1:26 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
happy birthday abby!
i love you lots.
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.
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i dont feel like living such cruel life.
its
bullshit.
how come everything bad always happen to me.
i'm born jinx?
i dont care anymore.
i shall live my life out.
let the flame burn out.
if possible i'll MAKE it burn out faster.
i'm so so SO tired.
i cant believe.
no one cared.
dont give me bullshit.
thats the fact.
NO ONE CARED.
me_________`e-leen *
11:57 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
woohoo.
went school ytd.
thats saturday.
to do the dumb dodge and burn thing.
finish quite fast la.
hehe.
meet abby and ele at about 3.30pm.
went town shopping.
haha.
enjoyed the girls ONLY outing.
LOL.
went for dinner at marche,
went to meet xinyi at cineleisure.
hohum.
met the guys.
jonas, wilson, teck yang, zhihao.
yay i rmbed their names.
okay.
went down to holland V.
HAHA
i dont know wheres that, dont ask me.
i just followed the guys.
went to zhihao's girlfriend's place.
aaron and i-forgot-his-name came.
uhh.
played some dumb game called thumbmaster.
kinda fun.
but aaron kept bullying me though i called for truce.
=(
so i sabohed him back.
ended up both of us kept puking.
bahh.
felt terrible.
was shivering all the way.
i roughly could rmb the situation.
i think the guys carried me everywhere cause i wasnt sober enough to walk.
omg.
the last time i puke was like, primary school.
*groans*
i went to yishun [near jonas's place] to rest until 3plus 4.
and wanted to go home.
feeling very terrible.
oh ya.
aaron misplaced my birkenstocks.
so i practically went home barefooted.
=(
my favourite pair of shoes!
booohoo.
yea.
took a cab home.
the nice uncle let me off with $15.
ya.
i kept apologising cause i stink, i smelt of puke all over.
nice taxi driver.
hmm.
oh ya.
i puked like 12 times.
holy.
TWELVE.
thats like. ALOT.
booo.
shall not drink again.
at least.
.
.
.
until christmas.
LOL.
stupid aaron.
his fault.
LOL.
and plus he misplaced my SHOES!
ahhh.
dammit.
okay.
end of my story.
kinda fun.
but would have been more fun if i was still sober.
hah.
me_________`e-leen *
5:34 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
k la k la.
i blog la k.
LOL.
hmm.
some things happen.
maybe i thought i would lost something
important.
thats what all the upset is about.
but i realised i was making things difficult.
for everyone.
yea.
i should be happy right?
share the joy.
yups. =)
i've decided.
though i might lost some quality time.
but i guess its alright.
as long as she's happy.
=)
love ya lots k?
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alrights.
now in the CAD lab at 6th floor in school.
time now, 8.59pm.
omg?
yes.
PID guys asked us [me and cheryl] to join them for dinner.
AND.
they went to play CS 1st.
LOL.
and i seriously think they'll die if they dont play.
LOL.
SERIOUSLY.
haha.
about 7 of them.
aiyo.
GUYS.
typical right.
cannot survive without CS/dota etc.
lol.
HAHA.
i'm hungry.
=(
oh ya.
the PID guys say i have smoker's face!
=( =(
HAHA.
i supposed i DO have the face la.
but i DON'T la k.
haha.
i good girl. =)
okay.
BYE.
"faster go get a boyfriend!!"not easy hor darling. lol
me_________`e-leen *
9:02 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
what's the fastest way to get into a coma without dying?
PLEASE. give ideas.
i'm serious.
shall not bother to reply tags or blog until i get one decent proposal.
thanks.
me_________`e-leen *
2:08 AM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
weee.
met geraldine for lunch today.
on the bus while at tamps library bus stop.
saw ah josh sitting at the stop.
i covered my face hoping he wont see me.
okay.
met geraldine at small mac.
was discussing what to eat.
we wanted bk's mushroom swiss,
kfc's 2 piece chicken,
macs's fries.
HAHA.
we went kfc in the end.
2 piece chicken rocksssss!
waahah.
ate and went to walk around.
ahhh
i miss those lame days with my owner
lol.
okay.
was walking back to interchange.
geraldine meeting her friends at mp lib to mug.
and i'm going my grandma's house.
suddenly saw henry.
wa sian.
he was infront so i was like sneaky hiding.
and idiot geraldine keep wanting to call out his name.
then saw steph
guess they were meeting to going out or something.
figured they might be meeting ah josh too.
wanna zao faster but they were waiting at small mac.
and steph saw me.
so i just sheepishly went over to say hi.
henry: "
go where?"
me: "
grandma's house, okay bye"
i wanted to zao quickly la!!
then i turned.
JOSHUA TAN!
waaa
siannnnn.
i think i've never been so suay before.
-.-
there i was covering my face on the bus so he wont see me.
and now.
turned only bang into him.
WTH.
poor me.
=(
okay.
went to grandma's house.
sian stuffs until everyone came.
had dinner and birthday cake [my lil cousin's 6th b-day]
went downstairs for bball.
with alan, junming, lianghao, felicia, yan, huiling, shawn
and those kids.
shiokness.
so long never play already.
then a group of ah bengs came.
they played the other half of the court.
then suddenly shouted wanna play together.
alan said no la.
i mean we are all like... smallllll.
oldest alan liao.
SEVENTEEN.
so alan was like... " no thanks.. we all so young... " [in chinese]
ah beng: "we also, just finished PSLE."
OH PLEASE.
*rolls eyes*
and they are damn irritating.
ask a few times.
we keep rejecting.
then huiling asked us, "wanna drink water not?"
ah beng: " we want"
wtf?
who ask YOU?
sheesh.
alan says he thinks one of them chup one...
dumb.
okay.
i'm at home now.
damn tired.
and caleb still owes me my ice-cream.
should be meeting him for lunch tmr to claim it.
muahahhas.
*p.s : henry, ah josh, steph are all my colleagues, and i'm quite filled with problems now and i cant really go to work so i'm avoiding them. okay. toodles.
me_________`e-leen *
11:38 PM
